Hahahahaha.  Okay, so, I guess some people disliked my last entry or didn’t like how they didn’t understand it …And quite frankly, I don’t understand it myself. I just wrote it.  And it’s incoherent and probably rambling and simply just words all typed up on the screen. lol.

If anyone wants something useful to look at online, check out a site on “Notorious Confusables.” It’ll be worth it. Totally.

On another note, I’ve just about had it with my school and a good 3/4 of the people there. The drama, the stupidity, the nosiness, the constant craving for attention, flagrant behaviour, and teachers who obviously don’t care that we high schoolers are trying to not have 100% pathetic (social) lives outside of school and (in my sister’s case), HOLY basketball. Graduation is close, but just not soon enough. Let it come, let it come, let it come…and quickly as possible!!!


 I. Can’t. Wait.

I’ll carve out the middle

And replace it with a mess

Because we were just dreaming

It’ll be something left to confess

Afterall, there’s no beginning


Nor end 

It’s not wrong so you needn’t

Worry about having something

To defend. 

What images were seen

What colors did not appear

What particular tones

Did not enter your ears

A few inquiries

A couple conundrums

All matters little

But you beside


A relatively better time

Is possible.

Quiet and speak.

I’ll miss your silence.


I guess I’m sorry anyway.

Yeah, so. Thanksgiving food was amazing. Then the holiday overall was great.


Not really.

Not at all.


But now, I can delve into end-of-semester work including a lovely 15+ page term paper for Hon. Gov’t. The exhilaration! Who’d like to join me at the library as I work on it?


‘Kfine. Congratulations to Vitaly (he’s growing up so… well, he’s growing up, at least  haha) for getting accepted into David Lipscomb University and MTSU!! ‘Tis good news, good news indeed .  

Does anyone care about finding logical fallacies? I mean, honestly, does anyone? What in the hell.

Well, I must be getting back to this paper on Stephen Hawking’s book based film viewed in  Physics today. Whoo.



Mary Lee and I were not kidding when we decided back in September, at the lake fieldtrip, to go to a club together following our 18th birthdays.

Last night was insane.  Classic. Entertaining. Chris, Mary Lee, and myself shall be hanging out in the future.

Graham Central Station is quite a place. Quite.


Ha. Despite all that transpired, though, I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m not really cut out for the nightclub scene. I don’t like “grinding” with (random) horny guys and straining my eyes to see through the smoke & crowd of people. All sweaty, intoxicated, and drinking. The whole, “i’ll just grab this girl’s hand/arm and try and get her attention (and then number )” is pretty senseless, too. I don’t respond…besides just an “Oh, hey!” Before  walking off. Anti-social of me? Call it what you want. It was an interesting experience, but for the first and one time. I don’t see myself trying to do that too much (if at all) in the future on weekends. I prefer having at least 1 foot of personal space to breathe.  

…Chilling at people’s houses with friends, on the other hand….well, that’s been proven to be more fun. 

Thanksgiving Break in less than 3 days.

A brief recap of the last three weeks.

Our Town’s opening, matinee, and closing shows were fantastic and the cast party was just as super, thanks to my mom and a few other volunteer parents — and Mr. Whitaker, of course 🙂

I took the SAT  a second time (and I hope I don’t have to take it again). My writing ended up being 730, which is bizarre because my essay was only one page…

There are 36 days left until I find out whether Vanderbilt will accept me or not.

I am 18 and Harry Potter #4 is coming out on the 18th. Vitaly and myself and maybe others, are definitely going (we still need to purchase tickets) …

I finally have all of my HS credits in, and as of now, will graduate with 28 total, so that’s pretty nifty.

I’m really digging this chap named Brett. 🙂 haha.

The LOTR concert with the Nashville Symphony on Saturday was stupendous.

Oh, and my car is the shiz with its new speakers and system for my iPod.


Fall is the best time of the year. Always.




I’m trying to discover the so-called beauty my mother claims I have without the usual eyeshadow/liner/mascara I wear when I  feel like it…  So, I took these (with my ipod extending from my ears)… whatttevvverr